JZ,

Still trying to handle this nonsense!

I KEEP TELLING MYSELF THE SAME THING

Don’t plan to do

Don’t plan to be at a certain place at a certain point of my life

Don’t plan to “be something” at a certain point of my life

Don’t plan to feel a certain way

Don’t plan to not feel a certain way

JUST FUCKING BE

and stop thinking about the future!

And be the best you are right now!

CUZ I AM BEAUTIFUL! 

and SO IS LIFE!

SO I SHOULD JUST BE LOVING MYSELF AND LOVING MY LIFE!!!!!!

and this will get hard! Very hard. Incredibly hard. So hard to keep on believing and trying to live by. But if I try to be a better person everyday. and if I try to think of someone other than me (preferably those that are not so lucky as I). and if I stay true to myself and to knowing how beautiful I am.

THEN EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY :) 

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